:: My Dear Little Sister Sweetheart ::

'Memories: they're always centered around ourselves.'
'My dream is far away like the dreams of other people.'
The 'me' who wrote that dream,
How similar is he with the me of now?
Memories: They're always centered around ourselves.

The daily trivialities that didn't mean anything in the past,
has gotten tangled with "memories" and become hazy.
No matter how I think, I am still,
No matter how I think, I am still,
As if I've forgotten, I shut my eyes tight, yet I am still,
Turn around, pretend we've never met, yet I am still,
Even when I'm more straightforward, I am still,
Letting you hurt so much,
Gazing at everything like that,
Using those sorrowful eyes of yours and slightly smile...

No matter how we part, I am still,
I'm apart from you every day, yet I am still,
Even as a silhouette in my dream, I am still,
All these are ending, yet I am still,
Mustering all my courage, yet I am still,
Letting you hurt so much,
My tears are flowing like that,
Yet I still don't have the courage to embrace you...

I am standing there like that,
I am walking on the same spot like that,
I will love you even more,
I am standing like that,
I am gazing at you deeply like that,
I will find it harder to leave you...

On your weak shoulders,
In order to give you more courage,
Just like the warm sun,
I want to embrace you again,
I am hesitating like that,
My tears are flowing like that,
I will love you even more...

I am standing like this,
I am gazing deeply at you like this,
As if I will be able to hold onto you like this,
No matter how I think, I am still,
No matter how I think, I am still,
No matter how we part, I am still,
I'm apart from you every day, yet I am still,
Memories: They're always centered around ourselves...

The me now can't possible know about the me in future.
The me in the far away future.
How will he view the me now?
"Live happily for the rest of your life!"

I originally thought love is something we can control...
As long as we work hard at it...
I've tried really hard many times...
Why is it so tiring to love someone...?



Best regards,

Team "Moreacescyber® Project - For A Better Life"